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May 26, 2005 23:36

Thursday Summary
-Picked up a diaphragm gasket for our pool filter. It cost 40 buckeroonies.
-Met Jenny at Mr. Pita. Used a coupon. Talked for an hour.
-Drove down to Wayne. Recovered passport. Bought $70 worth of books (birthday gifts and textbooks for Italy). Chatted with my philosophy prof for a while. Sarah, the ground sprayer was shooting out blue water!!!!!!!!!!! AND... THEY PAINTED THE MOAT WHITE AND I ASKED ONE OF THE PAINTERS IF THEY WERE GOING TO FILL IT AND HE SAID "YEAH, SOON"!!!!!!!!!!
-Came home and ate a lot. Baked a pizza too and ate it. Watched last episode of Lost. Wished I would have watched the entire season.

Other Stuff
I feel like my battery is running on low. Italy will recharge it. Work and homelife are too consuming. It'll be nice to get away from both of them for a while.

My head feels clouded with thoughts, emotions, worries, desires and fears. Sleeping doesn't refresh and reset me like it used to. Meditation appeals to me.

Things I Want to Say to People (don't assume)
-To Person A: You are wasting your life. Stop the routine and start thinking and growing.
-To Person B: You are too concerned with things that don't matter.
-To Person C: You are boring
-To Persons D and E: It's not balanced and is becoming evident to me.
-To Person E: You need more confidence.
-To Persons D and E and F: You all think you know me but you don't.
-To Person F: I am happy. You are psychotic and misled by your own painted and exaggerated visions of reality.
-To Person? G: Please dispose of yourself in the trash compactor. I'll help if you need me to. You are a pessimistic bitch who thrives on bringing people down into your hellish world. You are a virus. Talk to me again and I'll tell you what you need to hear.
-To Persons C and E: I'm bored. We talk too much about things that don't matter to me. We are aligned only to an extent. Something isn't right and I can't place it.

I'm worried that I have to work early tomorrow. I'm afraid to look at my calendar to see the truth that I fear. I've gotta go anyway. Goodnight.
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