duskit's getting better all the time.
because they make me happy, not because they make anyone else happy
Prom was a blast. Kendall was the perfect gentleman. I danced almost every dance. CJ is everything I want in a boy right now, I lost my taste for excess partying. I volunteer during the weekends now. I go for a run, afterwards I lay on the grass and listen to music. Then I see my boyfriend. It's quiet, it's comfortable. I spent $50 on used books today and $50 on music. Well worth it. I still get sad but it's easier to snap out of it.
I've been writing more. Mr. Robbins is convincing me to turn my life that way. Maybe I will. I still don't feel pretty, but I'm starting to care less. I like the grass between my toes, I like learning new things, I like being nice to old ladies.
I learned in physics why sunsets are so bright, and the science has done nothing to diminish the beauty.
Prom was a blast. Kendall was the perfect gentleman. I danced almost every dance. CJ is everything I want in a boy right now, I lost my taste for excess partying. I volunteer during the weekends now. I go for a run, afterwards I lay on the grass and listen to music. Then I see my boyfriend. It's quiet, it's comfortable. I spent $50 on used books today and $50 on music. Well worth it. I still get sad but it's easier to snap out of it.
I've been writing more. Mr. Robbins is convincing me to turn my life that way. Maybe I will. I still don't feel pretty, but I'm starting to care less. I like the grass between my toes, I like learning new things, I like being nice to old ladies.
I learned in physics why sunsets are so bright, and the science has done nothing to diminish the beauty.