Just an update
Well not much been going on with me lately. Will be going back to my job at MXR soon, which is good. I miss having my weekends and nights to myself and all. It will give me more time to do different things that I don't get to do anymore.
On the down note its been a pretty rough month for me. The 24th was my moms birthday and then it was the first christmas without her. For the most part I'm ok, but my subconcious is taking a beating. Since last sunday my sleep has been crap. I think I get around 3-4 hours of full sleep a night. And with the job I do that sucks.
I just really miss her so much. There was so much that she did and would do for me. Its just alot I have to get use to and I'm really not wanting to. But I guess it will just take time.
There are also some other things hanging on my mind, but I'm not gonna talk about them here. Just somethings I will have to work on.
Until the next chapter.
Night all.
On the down note its been a pretty rough month for me. The 24th was my moms birthday and then it was the first christmas without her. For the most part I'm ok, but my subconcious is taking a beating. Since last sunday my sleep has been crap. I think I get around 3-4 hours of full sleep a night. And with the job I do that sucks.
I just really miss her so much. There was so much that she did and would do for me. Its just alot I have to get use to and I'm really not wanting to. But I guess it will just take time.
There are also some other things hanging on my mind, but I'm not gonna talk about them here. Just somethings I will have to work on.
Until the next chapter.
Night all.