It's All Been Done..
So much has happened.. so little time -.-
So last week I sent some letters (written during school time, take that Byrne + Forshaw!) to S and he got them.. I think things are moving forward soo itssssssssss goooooooood:D And today my mom's bestfriend from england Zaza (i can say her name bc thats not actually her real name just her nick name so HA society) anyways shes down for a week to open her pool (she also owns a house here) so its great to see her. I was talking to J today......... and he was reading my blog. Un-aware I mentioned him in my last post so i'm a little bit like woah you read that.. But Im not going to mention it to him bc thats just more weirdness.. You see last month I totally expressed that I still like him but he thought we were better "just friends" (I officially forever and always hate that term. friends???? like no. GAAAY. that saying is GAAAAAY.) anyways so i've been trying to kinda avoid him and i'll really miss him this summer but maybe some time apart will be good. But again in September there will be band and he'll look even better then he did this year/.... Shut up brain, shut up! He has his girlfriend and I have S. I'm happy for him, really. :)
So I was writing some new lyrics the other day, tell me if their good? Whoever is reading..
Looking out into the abiss,
Wondering if you're thinking about me
You're the only thing on my mind
Do you know you can get annoying?
And even when you're not around
I know you'll always feel for me
What I feel for you
I guess What i'm trying to figure out
Is where are you.
Bad, I know right? I was just kinda mustering them up today while I was sick (yeah im sick \, feel bad yet?) And i finally wrote them down. Well, typed them. I'm done with this.
Write more later.
Don't stop what makes you feel beautiful.
~Payge Marie~