It's The End Of The World, (as we know it) And I Feel.. Fine?
People are so annoying.......
So here I am, should be happy as can be just because I am alive but here I am, incredibly pissed, upset and confused. Family, my "boyfriend" (well loooong story i guess I can explain)
Well S.. what can I say?
Me and S dated before last year (he lives liek 3 hours away so it was kinda hard) but we've always been friends. Just before i started dating K (we broke up now, yes its verry confusing) well right before he found out i was dating K, he told me that he would start long distance because he loved me and he would never stop ........ and then we kinda stopped talking until 2 weeks ago when i broke up with K. He was such an idiot, K. He used me, was a liar and a cheater. Anyways one of the reasons i broke up with K was because of S, blah blah blah.
Now you're caught up to speed.
Anyways, He's been acting rather weird lately and when i talked to him about waht he wanted and what was doing down with everything he jsut said he didn't know what he wanted. So kinda bummed with that. Also, theres been work problems with my mom. She's not part of this whole "car" problem (my dad is, lovely.) but lets just say her peoples are a-wholes. leave it at that. And theres always family problems happeneing..
AND to top it all off, last year one of my best friends, Ellie died. It sucks but it happened. and lately i've been feeling it all over again.. all the pain, heartbreak. On her actual one year I was fine. emotional, yes but idk a couple days ago it was liek BAM YOU BETTA FEEL THIS! and it hurts. like hell. Last year for like 2 weeks i was crying, left class early. And this year it was all numb....... A.. shes such an idiot and i cant even begin to deal with her. Yes, she's my sis but...........idk..........shes caused alot of stuff with me and my family......... let's leave it at that.........
Okay well I'm watching the movie thats actually preety good.
Have a happy weekend and
~!~RaWk OnNnNn~!~
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payge marie.