May 17, 2005 19:11
Yeah.. I'm tellin you.. every time i get happy about something, it does not work out the way i plan. Guess what! I'm NOT going to Brazil and no, its not gonna be fun and games.. its gonna be me and dad and no one else in this house.. well, dad will be gone most of the day so its gonna be me and no one else in this house.. and its not like i'll be able to do shit everyday cuz dad doesnt like that. and its not like i'm a cool kid to be able to do that either. =-(.. man. this sucks. i effin strongly dislike my fortunes sometimes.
and then to top it off, i have to be the worst person in the world to tammy.. and kinda to my mom too.. which pisses me off even more. i feel bad for tammy, she's only 10. and this 7 year age gap between us doesnt help in the least bit of a way. I'll try to be a better sister from now on.. :-/ . well, this is sad, so i'm done. i hate this mood, it makes me think too much about sad things.