oh my
how do i start? i guess like this: this world absolutely sickens me. how can people smile knowing full well they breathe the same air as the insesative assholes that they share the same hallways with? god damnit these people are so fucking stupid!! why the hell are ignorant fucks allowed to live, i mean seriously?! if it wasnt illegal way more than half of the school's population would be mercilessly tortued by the TRUE metalhead of gilbert (aka me). i really hate being around the people that ride my bus, the people that occupy my path during school sessions, the people at malls, the people at work, practically people in general. i mean how hard is it to know the difference between a good person and a bad person? and how come only the bad seem to find their way into my life. i love my friends, thank god for them, but i really hate most everyone else. and i mean hate. why does hate come so easily? i hate hate and yet i do it so much.
my mom doesnt understand me anymore and its either cuz shes become completely desensitized or she just choses to be ignorant towards the matter. she tried to justify alcoholics last night when we were driving home and i was completely dumbfounded.
this program (ADL) isnt working. but then again, i was totally naive to think-in the slightest-that it just might.
all of my beautiful roses have died.
my mom doesnt understand me anymore and its either cuz shes become completely desensitized or she just choses to be ignorant towards the matter. she tried to justify alcoholics last night when we were driving home and i was completely dumbfounded.
this program (ADL) isnt working. but then again, i was totally naive to think-in the slightest-that it just might.
all of my beautiful roses have died.