listen to me bitch
do you know what its like to be plagued with a crippling disease? no, none of you would, luckily im the only one out of everyone of you infected with ugliness. Do you know what it's like to look in the mirror and realize you can never change your reflection drastically enough to at least be accepted as "attractive"? Of course my friends will tell me im pretty but that's their job. im always surrounded by beautiful people with gorgeous personalities and unfortunately i have neither. At least if i was a good person there would be some balance but alas, i lose both ways. last night i stood there with the damn straightening iron for a good 15 minutes ripping out my hair and pitying myself with accompanying tears. So on top of it al im pathetic. what good am i, seriously? it's not like you can just grow out of being ugly either. someone PLEASE make me pretty. cuz obviously all that i've been trying for 16 years isn't helping. man i love to bitch. and im just so fucking good at it. i hope everyone just disregards this post because i shouldn't be whining about shit. but honestly, do you know how much it sucks dealing with disappointment every fucking time you look in the mirror? of course not, none of you would. i love everyone so much and dont you guys ever forget that. gosh im so metal--errr i mean different. or do i really mean scene? hahahahahahaha im amused at my own rambling. i must just be that fucking awesome. NOT!!