holy shit LJ!
fuck school. yeah im dropping out of college.
i lost my scholarship and dont know how to tell my mom.
im going to cosmetology school instead.
at least its school.
maybe then i can get my shit straight,
and talk to my friends sober when they need me,
christmas is such a joke.
i want my hanukahs back.
new goals:
--start AND finish cosmetology school and work every chance i get so i can make a fuckload of money. yes, fuckload.
--get that job at MAC Cosmetics.
--start college over and actually get the grades i know im capable of.
--get all the partying out of system.
--major in journalism.
--minor in social pyschology.
--become a fashion journalist.
--stay in arizona.
--keep this relationship with chris instead of quitting the second shit gets rough,
wow. i have a lot to do. i better start acting like the adult i am pretty soon.
p.s. sorry to all that i've neglected. i have a lot of shit going on right now and i know i havent been there for any of you. i just appreciate you kids that are truly my friends and thanks for sticking around and being there for me, i owe you my life. or actually, more than that.
i lost my scholarship and dont know how to tell my mom.
im going to cosmetology school instead.
at least its school.
maybe then i can get my shit straight,
and talk to my friends sober when they need me,
christmas is such a joke.
i want my hanukahs back.
new goals:
--start AND finish cosmetology school and work every chance i get so i can make a fuckload of money. yes, fuckload.
--get that job at MAC Cosmetics.
--start college over and actually get the grades i know im capable of.
--get all the partying out of system.
--major in journalism.
--minor in social pyschology.
--become a fashion journalist.
--stay in arizona.
--keep this relationship with chris instead of quitting the second shit gets rough,
wow. i have a lot to do. i better start acting like the adult i am pretty soon.
p.s. sorry to all that i've neglected. i have a lot of shit going on right now and i know i havent been there for any of you. i just appreciate you kids that are truly my friends and thanks for sticking around and being there for me, i owe you my life. or actually, more than that.