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so...today, yeah, about that. i love you ash so much! for those of you that dont know about that kid that o.d.d on coke heres the story.
At a party these guys were all hanging out (chris included, he being the one in the hospital) and the cops were called so to save his friend's asses he swallowed the coke. since he'd never done drugs before he didnt realize the effects it would have on his body. he slowly went into seizures and was dead for a decent amount of time until his "friends" eventually decided to let someone know. cuz they didnt want to get in touble they prolonged his lack of oxygen causing the state hes in now. either death or vegetable.
side note: they pulled the plug at 4 o' clock this afternoon.
ash wrote a poem that made me cry. and i also cried at that stipid 7th heaven thing but oh well maybe im just not as desensitized as the rest of you. at least when it comes to real life shit.
no one was happy today. i looked forward to lunch today but found absolutely nothing stimulating, which can pretty much be said for the rest of my day.
i DID enjoy time with claire but even most of that was spent baby sitting. i must say though, jenna is quite the sweetheart, shes really smart too.
adam came over with food for us. wow, hes so fucking good to her. why cant i have that? anyways, he surprised her with that ring she wanted and it was so sweet seeing it all unfold from the midst. love is beautiful when its real.
im pretty much feeling the end to my own relationship while i see others blossoming all around me. its so hard, and im too confused to try to start anew. so whats left?
waiting i suppose.
I adopted a cute lil' poison fetus
from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus!
At a party these guys were all hanging out (chris included, he being the one in the hospital) and the cops were called so to save his friend's asses he swallowed the coke. since he'd never done drugs before he didnt realize the effects it would have on his body. he slowly went into seizures and was dead for a decent amount of time until his "friends" eventually decided to let someone know. cuz they didnt want to get in touble they prolonged his lack of oxygen causing the state hes in now. either death or vegetable.
side note: they pulled the plug at 4 o' clock this afternoon.
ash wrote a poem that made me cry. and i also cried at that stipid 7th heaven thing but oh well maybe im just not as desensitized as the rest of you. at least when it comes to real life shit.
no one was happy today. i looked forward to lunch today but found absolutely nothing stimulating, which can pretty much be said for the rest of my day.
i DID enjoy time with claire but even most of that was spent baby sitting. i must say though, jenna is quite the sweetheart, shes really smart too.
adam came over with food for us. wow, hes so fucking good to her. why cant i have that? anyways, he surprised her with that ring she wanted and it was so sweet seeing it all unfold from the midst. love is beautiful when its real.
im pretty much feeling the end to my own relationship while i see others blossoming all around me. its so hard, and im too confused to try to start anew. so whats left?
waiting i suppose.
I adopted a cute lil' poison fetus
from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus!