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Nov 02, 2008 21:09

...lol. I thought I would never feel dirty again after reading a yaoi manga.

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I thought wrong :D That means I still had some innocence left \o/
Yeah, HAD xD Oh well, I wasn't using it anyway. *scours the 'net for even worse*

COLD. Cold, cold, coooollld~~ D: I have a love-hate relationship with cold. I like to walk in the freezing cold, but I hate it when my room is decorated with icicles. (exaggerate? me? NEVER) What I also hate: my fimo gets too hard and stiff, and my hands are too cold to warm it properly. And my casting resin cures far slower, with icky bubbles in it. *sulks*

I have too much stuff D: We went to a fleemarket yesterday, and we ended up getting so much stuff for free because they didn't want to throw the leftovers away. Loot: 56 skeins (lol is that the word?) of wool in lovely colors and textures, a leather suitcase thing filled with all kinds of fabric, a stroller (I kid you not) and a few stuffed animals. We bought a few books and some porcelain dolls and other things. I won an embroidered pillow and a photoframe in the lottery :D

But my room is overflowing! I have placed cabinets and closets wherever I could, and I've used most of my walls for shelves. Aaargh. It's time to move out ._. Only problem: I don't have the money, waaah ;_;

Last Thursday my friends dragged me to the heart of Amsterdam after college, to have some lunch. I was reluctant to go at first (waaah I like being a hermit) but it was fun <3 Glad they convinced me, hehe xD

I had an attack of depression yesterday 0_o Reason was seeing someone's beautiful artwork. See, she only started drawing a year or two after I started. And yesterday I saw her art and it was just so obvious she had evolved so much :O She has beautiful, interesting and original characters, brilliant poses and composition and a storyline that made my pulse quicken, srsly. So I had an episode of baaaaw. Mostly because I know I could have gotten as good by now if I didn't have to spend every free minute studying T_T But after wallowing in self-pity for a day orso, I decided to just see it as a challenge, or a goal >:3 So, basically, she has provided me with the much-needed kick in the butt to get cracking once more. Well. Art-wise >.> The study is getting less and less important to me xD

BUT! I'm hell-bent on finishing this goddamn bachelor, and maaayybe I can do Forensic Science afterwards. So I've taken to studying in the morning, so that I can spend the rest of the day doing things I like :D But hey, I'll probably end up a dogtrainer or setting up my own dogpound or something xD Doesn't matter as long I have that goddamn title >:O

baawww, whine, stupid dutch weather, hobby, yaoi, uni

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