i want to delete this.
I know everyone is unique…
And because of this it is possible for everyone to be uniquely stunning in personality and presence.
Sometimes I just wish I could be as amazing i perceive you to be.
I wish I could put on that wrinkled black dress that’s sitting in my sister’s closet, a dress I’m sure I wore lives ago.
I wish it was stained and dirty and I wish when I looked at myself, the mirrors silvery back was peeling off, the way I like it.
Like my dream in black and white: the mirror would show me what my unconscious vividly remembers. A sinking feeling of buried memory. I was a different person then.
When I saw my face, I would be back in the moment where I could make it all right, and only then understand the root of my confusion.
(This will make no sense -->) Have you ever noticed the things you are unsure about all have a similar source?
That grey hole behind you, which will only release hints of memories past? I will submerge myself in it, and I will bring my guardian…
In this moment I might understand what it is I admire about you.
And because of this it is possible for everyone to be uniquely stunning in personality and presence.
Sometimes I just wish I could be as amazing i perceive you to be.
I wish I could put on that wrinkled black dress that’s sitting in my sister’s closet, a dress I’m sure I wore lives ago.
I wish it was stained and dirty and I wish when I looked at myself, the mirrors silvery back was peeling off, the way I like it.
Like my dream in black and white: the mirror would show me what my unconscious vividly remembers. A sinking feeling of buried memory. I was a different person then.
When I saw my face, I would be back in the moment where I could make it all right, and only then understand the root of my confusion.
(This will make no sense -->) Have you ever noticed the things you are unsure about all have a similar source?
That grey hole behind you, which will only release hints of memories past? I will submerge myself in it, and I will bring my guardian…
In this moment I might understand what it is I admire about you.