Oct 23, 2006 12:20
Well I told Matt that I had a boyfriend about a week ago. I think it went well if you call him saying "oh, ok" in a very disappointed voice and walking out of my house and not talking to me since good. But at least it's cleared up, so things with the boyfriend are going well. Oh, and I met the family on Friday- mom, stepdad and sister. It was kinda of sickly funny though, cus right as I was about to log on and write about being nervous, etc about dinner and meeting them, Ilogged on to my myspace to find a message from the ex that I am not really over, but never will be, Nick. Well shit, that just threw a couple of wrenches into the works for meeting the boyfriends family. Yea, he wrote to apogogize for being a jerk, explaining what happened (since he never had any explanation, just stoped talking to me...yet he told Darci, our mutual friend who also wouldn't tell me), apologizing again and wanting to talk to me, while aplolgizing once again, bringing back everything I had (obviously not to successfully) moved on from and gotten over. Damn him once agian, and only hours before I'm meeting the boyfriends family, major explicitives, oh well. To make it even better, I had a gut feeling I shouldn't check my myspace and did anyway, if I needed any more proof that you should follow your gut insticts that was it, from now on out I'm following all gut insticts no matter what.
So after dinner and drinks with Sean's family- which went very well ps- I proceeded to go home and get slutted up for a heaven and hell party my roommate and I were going to (as hells angels of course) and started drinking. I was drunk within the hour it took to get ready so by the time I reached the party I was in top form, and continued drinking, the party rocked-Em and I were two of the best dressed if I do say so myself, as did many of our guy friends. Ended up heading down to the Alley, where an awesome band was playing, and got in for free-yay for corsets and microminis. Ran into a bunch of friends and ended up dancing my ass off for the next couple of hours, while getting hit on by most of the guys and recieving multiple invitations to go home with them-boo for corsets and microminis. But it was great, by bestest guy friend, Jesse, who knows me inside and out danced the night away with me and commented how good it was to see me happy again. I knew I hadn't been in the best of spirits because of roommate issuses, boy issues and not being able to dance because of my knee injury and surgery- causing me to have to take most of the semester off and not perform in the fall concert, but I didn't realize how much I was showing it, but he's right, I am so much happier now-Nick aside- especially since I was given the all clear to start dancing this week. So even with the blindsiding email from Nick it turned out to be a pretty good night- and weekend for that matter, seeing as how I ended up just getting shit-faced again on Saturday and was lazy as all else on Sunday- alcohol does wonders in helping you forget your troubles and worries.