Long time no post
I've been have a long dark tea time of the soul, many reasons for this, my partner had health issues, I hurt some friends with things I said, on going family issues. For these reason I've had to spend some time searching deep within myself for the questions, before I could start searching for answers. I've never been good at talking about my issues unless I had answers, this is an area I'm still working on, as having a partner who cares, he knows when I'm pulling away to look inside myself and wants to help, so far I'm not good at letting him. After working a few things out I was able to talk with Alan about some of the issues and this has helped.
I find that I seem to have alot of rage in me, an anger of the things that were done to me in my young life and while I'm told this is normal, I find I don't know how to safely let it out and so find myself lashing out to people verbally, or being a bitch to those I care about.
I'm still a work in progress but then I guess we all are, still on the journey that is life only this time someone is holding my hand.
I find that I seem to have alot of rage in me, an anger of the things that were done to me in my young life and while I'm told this is normal, I find I don't know how to safely let it out and so find myself lashing out to people verbally, or being a bitch to those I care about.
I'm still a work in progress but then I guess we all are, still on the journey that is life only this time someone is holding my hand.