new year

[pawnshoppromise]

so yeah, its jan first. of twothousandandfour and it doesnt really feel any different. except in my motivations to try to become a better person in general. and i guess thats my new years resolution. last night i spent the new years countdown with tara, on the phone. i really wouldnt have had it any other way. it w as nice. i was tired though. yesterday i had come back from a church retreat and it drained me, but energized me at the same time too.

my room is seriously such a mess. my resolution for today is to clean it. i think im going to break it though.

i want some new shoes.