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Well Mary, it's goin' good with Chad. I just don't wanna get into anything serious, with school about to start I'm gonna meet so many more people I don't wanna lock myself into anything. So yeah, I'm definitely holding off on hittin' that what you might call "exclusive" point. I'm glad that he's into so much 'cause it makes it easier to not spend too much time together since we both have our own things to do. I've also realized that now, no matter who I date we won't really spend too much time together cause life in college is busy, which is nice in situations like this. But yeah I'm kinda into him, although I think he's into me more than I'm into him which is most definitely a intimidating thought, so I will continue not to think about it. It just takes a lot of time for me to really get into a guy if I'm ever gonna. I'm glad you getta spend more time with Justin. Well at least one more night...it's better than nothing. I've had a good day so far. I went to eat dinner at Ricky's apartment the other night. It was good, Fernie cooked enchiladas...mmm...mmm...good. And they didn't much care for the rice but I thought it was quite yummy. Then me n' Eddie, Fernie's brother, played Super Mario 3... I can't wait 'til Kelly goes to the lake again to get the one from the lake house. I love Mario. But yeah I love the way it's goin' with me n' Ricky. We're totally cool now, friends all over again. It's just weird though how well I still know him, well his ways and his attitude but same goes for the way he still knows me I'm sure, strange, but at the same time not so strange. It's nice havin' someone nearby that knows me so well even if we are just friends, it's most definitely comforting. Simply because I'd most certainly like to think that if I ever really needed to talk that I could call him up and he'd be cool with it. It's weird though cause being that you n' David are right now my closest friends I still don't feel comfortable crying in front of you but it wouldn't bother me so much crying in front of Ricky, simply becuase he knows me so well and because of all that we've been through. All in all, not including the "broke" factor life is good.