Wow....is that a record time between two consecutive posts? o.O

Jan 19, 2009 17:54

I blame the title on another odd mood (they seem to have picked up again. I blame....RP deprivation and
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message, not entirely me

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taengoo January 19 2009, 10:19:57 UTC
oooohhh, you're going home?! for how long? for good?! jfvhfbvkjfg!!! *glomps*

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pavor_nocturnum January 19 2009, 10:49:09 UTC
*oomphs then squirms*
not for good ><
liked it out here too much, haha
im taking the 'friday the thirteenth' flight back here for a few more months ^^V

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taengoo January 19 2009, 10:53:43 UTC
in february?

XDDD ahh, im glad you like it so much over there that you want to go back~
sometimes i think its really scary to be in a foreign country, especially one thats so... culturally different?
but at the same time... maybe its the best? cause its so different that you have to learn stuff from scratch? idk... XD
im not making sense.

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pavor_nocturnum January 19 2009, 11:07:27 UTC
yep, february

Surprisingly, it wasn't scary at all ><. I kept wondering when something was going to go wrong seeing as it felt fine right from the start, but thankfully, it kept going fine ^^ (hopefully I'm not jinxing myself right now, haha). Though, part of the reason I came out here in the first place was because I wanted the culture shock, which I guess I did and didn't get. Maybe I just adapted too quickly to enjoy the discomfort that maybe was supposed to be there? o.O

Sorry, I think I'm the one not making sense, haha XP

Sometimes it's learning stuff from scratch. But a lot of it is just actually starting even yourself from scratch.....People ever tell you when you move away for college/uni or whatever that you would get to start over? I actually believed that and was sorely disappointed. Here, it actually full out happened...

Whoops.....that was long ><;;V

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taengoo January 19 2009, 15:47:47 UTC
nah nah, i dont mind it long.

but wow, i admire that, you know? cause im a wimp and just being out of the house freaks me out. fuck, even the culture at the MALL is a big enough shock for me so... id probably DIE if i went to live somewhere foreign. id have to have someone with me to take care of me XD im so weak, its not even funny. its just sad, hehe.

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pavor_nocturnum January 19 2009, 17:20:25 UTC
lol, not sad
more likely just normal
you have no idea how many people think im so incredibly weird for all this and everything that came along with it XP

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taengoo January 19 2009, 18:37:42 UTC
weird how??

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pavor_nocturnum January 19 2009, 20:46:42 UTC
most of it can be summed up to the fact that people tend to think im way too introverted and too severely independent for my own good >///<.

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taengoo January 19 2009, 22:27:47 UTC
awww... but those arent entirely bad qualities are they? atleast they keep you out of trouble, right? *hugs*

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