Jul 02, 2009 01:58
I drove home for a week for Katrina's wedding. I'm back now. My trip rocked, as per usual!
Biggest highlight of my trip was of course seeing Katrina walk down the aisle, she made such a beautiful bride!!!!!!!!!
I drove up...left here on Wednesday morning and arrived Thursday evening, June 25th... June 26th was Danielle-n-Amy's day of fun haha...we did the library and Savers then had Nick's mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm buffalo chicken calzone mmm mmm mmm okay that's enough of that... Saturday, I did some shopping then the wedding was in the evening. I brought this cute little dress, it was all short with like thin sleeves, etc. and wouldn't you know it was like 60 degrees that night ugh! Ah well... Fought with Karl throughout the entire reception... If he just let me keep drinking ughhhhhh...even Katrina told me she wanted to see drunk Danielle!!!!! :) She likes drunk Danielle haha :) Besides that though hah the reception was beautiful...amazing food, too :) Anyway so yeah then Sunday was my Jenn day...I headed out to NH and we had lunch at Poor Boys which is amazing mmm then we went to this bookstore called Strickly Books which has books at like 80% off publisher's prices then went to Newbury then to the movies and saw My Sister's Keeper. Lots of silence and crying in the theatre. I loved the movie but definitely recommend that anyone who plans to see it read the book first!!!!!!
I left Monday morning and drove out to NY to visit Matt...which was the next biggest highlight of my trip! Yayyyyy I missed him :) Anyway that visit went by too quickly and on Tuesday, I was back on the road sigh... Now, here I am.
I miss Boston. We all know this, I complain about it incessently. The issue is that I feel like I'm getting too old to be this unhappy with my life. I just want to be close to the people I care about...there are so many people I haven't seen since before I moved out of the area because we can just never connect when I'm out there. Plus, I miss things about Boston...things that I can't find anywhere else. I miss music. In Vegas, I at least had Cali which was still too far but certainly closer than anything I have nearby now. I just miss going to shows and really being a part of things...seeing different bands and following bands around. I miss the radio stations out there and the musical diversity of my friends out there... I miss Bruins games and Red Sox games. I miss the faster paced lifestyle...people actually have a solid work ethic, people MOVE instead of standing around bullshitting for half an hour when shit needs to get done... I feel like I'm not a part of anyone's life anymore. I don't really know any of my friend's friends or significant others, I don't get to participate in their lives and I really want to. Everyone knows I have very little family...my friends are all I have and they mean the world to me.
Everything I've been thinking has me upset...I haven't been sleeping or eating well *sigh*...I just want to go home :(
SO because of this...I've basically decided that I will be moving back. Not sure when but I've set a deadline for myself...the new year. I will not spend one more year being miserable. I won't do it.
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