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[pavedwithhate]

i live in an apartment now.

basically all i do is work, and sit in here with my room mates.
i do love my room mates,
but

i hate sleeping by myself, but
i cant sleep with others unless i like the person.

i cant bring myself to like anyone anymore,

i cant find anyone like me.

i wish peter wasnt such a cock face.
i was actually happy

Comments

[eat_your_heart]

Well all I can say is that it is best to NOT think about the past too much. I have thought about it too much at times and I tell you from experience it doesn't do anything except make you bitter. It's best to use the past as practice for the future and lessons learned. I don't blame you for not having feelings for any guys around here...I mean THIS IS MIDLAND, MI...and don't let that get you down too much :) You're reaching the age where we ALL go through this kind of reality check...you're not longer a child or a teenager and you're becoming an adult...being an adult has it's points but for the most part I want to be a kid again. Don't feel alone because you aren't. Also...you should call that guy back...and give him a chance...he COULD turn out to be really cool. He could turn out to be a total bore but you won't know if you don't talk to him...and this basic advice is TRUE! Also...I don't know what is w/Peter...I don't know if Peter knows what is w/Peter either. It's best to just let that go if all it continues to do is hurt you...it can hurt for alittle while to let go or it can hurt forever to hold on....

[eat_your_heart]

Thank you :)