Thoughs

[paulux]

Well i'm not sure how long its been since Dawn left. But with each day that passes i seem to miss her a little bit more.I've been try'n not to think about it but it seems to hit me like a slap in the face when i let my gard down.The last few days i've been at a friends house in new port beach hoping that the sea breeze may cure my loneliness. But so far all it has done is make me think more.It's been a week since my drink and i miss it's harsh bitter taste. What i would give for a few stiff drinks and a nice fight right now.Today i should be headed back to my home sweet hell, i can't wait.Back to the valley i go where the time seem to pass so fast and i don't move at all.Wouldn't it be great to wake up a different person for just one day to see if your life really is as bad as you think it is? Knowing my luck i'd wake up rich and make my life look worst then it really is.I haven't shaved in about two weeks and i need to wash my clothes but hey it's not to bad.So what do i do today so i wont have to sit in front of this stupid machine? can anyone tell me? Cause i sure hell don't know.~looks around~
There's one person on the floor asleep and everyone else is just waking up and i need a cigarette.
End.