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[paulsdoll]

• I'm worried because my friend is telling me some weird stuff. He's been telling me he "loves" me with no reason and now he told me he sorta has a crush on me. He's a friend but I don't even consider him a good friend. He also tells me there's people that see me as a very bad person but he defends me. I have no idea what to say to him, if he's telling the truth I don't want to deal with something like this now!
• I'm really mad with my cousin. I don't even know where to begin. He's always treating me like shit. I don't even want him to treat me good, I'm just thinking, if I'm the only one that goes with him to all the places he needs someone to go. And he's always putting me down. I can't even say anything without him commenting on how ugly I am. I mean, what kind of a friend is that? We went to the mall together and there he was, pointing at the pregnant isle and saying "Hey, look, clothes for you" and it's not one or two or three times, it's all the time. I always joke that I'm fat and ugly, but it's not like I'm giving you entrance to make a joke out of your only friend here. Why is it that every one of my damn friend insist of fucking me over?
• The Torrid store here is awesome, but the clothes are from size 12 which is way too fucking big for me. I saw a Marilyn Monroe shirt, I almost died and when I opened it it was enough to make me a dress out of it. Why is it that either I can't fit inside a 'normal sized' dress, and plus clothes are so fucking big? Hate stores because of that.
• Probably failing my editing class.
• Other cousin named Emily admitted her homosexuality to the family. She is now living alone because her parents won't talk to her. Even mom is like "Poor Emily, but she has to get rid of the devil inside her" and shit. I hate the world.