An amazing weekend... to im done
This past weekend, was amazing!!! from thursday - yesterday. Party at ofir's... which was a lot of fun. i wont get into details, but it was an interesting night to say the least. Friday, i saw the play and... what else did i do? i cant remember!!! damn my brain... friday night... o yea! i worked. aughhhh. haha. after that, i hung with jazzy and dana, watched a couple movies. the next day, Connecticut!!!! Fall out boy!! parts of this day were boring and some were ehh. but the concert was amazing.
.......... u know what i just realized... i cant do this. i want to talk to somebody right now, but of course i have no phone to call them. I left my verizon in lacey's, and my sprint, hopefully in Ofir's car. I want to talk with somebody, not talk to a computer, telling this journal about my life and how lonely it can get. I dont want to explain in words to a screen that im not doing at all well in school, and i dont really care much about anything i do. i want to talk with someone who i want to care... but of course, im going to end up explaining how much they dont.
i cant do this right now. i cant deal with the pressure. i cant deal with the dissapointment everyone is going to have. i dont know what i am going to do... my mind jumps from one thing to another, once i get bored, im jumping.
theres one thing i never jump away from thO!!!!! i tried... i tried in a lot of ways. but it keeps coming back even stronger! why do i feel so much...
im done.
bye
.......... u know what i just realized... i cant do this. i want to talk to somebody right now, but of course i have no phone to call them. I left my verizon in lacey's, and my sprint, hopefully in Ofir's car. I want to talk with somebody, not talk to a computer, telling this journal about my life and how lonely it can get. I dont want to explain in words to a screen that im not doing at all well in school, and i dont really care much about anything i do. i want to talk with someone who i want to care... but of course, im going to end up explaining how much they dont.
i cant do this right now. i cant deal with the pressure. i cant deal with the dissapointment everyone is going to have. i dont know what i am going to do... my mind jumps from one thing to another, once i get bored, im jumping.
theres one thing i never jump away from thO!!!!! i tried... i tried in a lot of ways. but it keeps coming back even stronger! why do i feel so much...
im done.
bye