I Don't Know....
I don't know what to think... There have been so many things running through my mind about school, friends, family, and the world itself. I don't understand why I've been thinking so much... I think that is one of my faults... I overthink things that I don't need to. I don't understand what my mind is trying to tell me.. I know that's weird to say. Its almso as if I'm trying to find an answer to every single 'problem' there is in my life and in the world. I know its stupid... I don't understand why I do that... I think that is another fault I have... I need an answer or a reason for everything... Its quite annoying sometimes because I have trouble doing something without knowing why. I've been stressed lately... But I think all this thinking is making me stressed... I always become like this when exams are coming up. I work so badly at the end of the year. I procrastinate (sp?) when I'm stressed. I work better when I don't feel pressure to do anything. I've been putting off all of my homework and my ISU's and starting a review for my math exam. Its just so not like me and when I try to do homework I feel no motivation to do it. My math exam is in 2 weeks... KILL ME! Maybe I become stressed from my homwork and then somehow I start to think and analyze everything in my life which enhances my stress.... God I'm doing it again.... But I like to have answers. Is that wrong? Anyways Paramore is sooooo soon and I'm so excited. When I hear My Heart again Paramore will complete my life. Also SARA IS COMMIN' TO TDOT! That always makes me excited lol... I can't wait.... That weekend will be super intense... I apologise in advance for my weird mood.... Paramore and seeing Sara and Seana will be awesome but my math exam is on the monday and I tend to lose my sanity during exam time.... But it still shall be fun...
Also our school has decided some things:
1. We are for sure getting new lights in the hallways- yay! I no longer have to squint to make sure I have the right text book and I can see the people in front of me
2. 15 new stalls in the washrooms: yay! We might have more than 1 stall that works
3. THERE IS AN 80% CHANCE WE WILL END SCHOOL AT 2:25 LIKE THE REST OF THE HIGH SCHOOLS IN THE SCHOOL BOARD!
I think I've talked for long enough.... Sorry for the long entry...
Also our school has decided some things:
1. We are for sure getting new lights in the hallways- yay! I no longer have to squint to make sure I have the right text book and I can see the people in front of me
2. 15 new stalls in the washrooms: yay! We might have more than 1 stall that works
3. THERE IS AN 80% CHANCE WE WILL END SCHOOL AT 2:25 LIKE THE REST OF THE HIGH SCHOOLS IN THE SCHOOL BOARD!
I think I've talked for long enough.... Sorry for the long entry...