as much as i try
it
amazing how much u try not to think of sum one but u still do... n it
funny cuz the way she did me u would think damn! y do u still think of
her... well that love i mean yeah i do think of her alot the good times
mostly n i realiz that i did have really strong feelings for lyk wow
that was the grl that made my dreams look real n she was the on that
heald a lil bit of my heart so that was my world but she didn't want to
be its fine... i mean i hate how things went down but that life n i'm
not going to hate her for ever cuz i cant hate ppl no matter how bad u
do me... n maybe later on in life if she want a second chanse n
depending how i am i might give it to her cuz yeah she maed me really
happy n no i dn't regret tell her i loved her or calling her my wifey
cuz thats wat she was... wat i do regret is how things end... n i'm
sitting her on my bed i want to cry but i have no reson to other then
i'm going to miss kissing her n look at her call her my patito or
penguino shit lyk that u knw the cute things when she would fall a
sleep in to a ball in my sweter when she would hit me even though i
hated it.. it was her so i loved it... when she would try to get
agresive that was alway cute n when she got mad that pritty cute to...
the one thing i wount miss is when she would get said she or when we
would arguee i hated to argue but she didn't do anything to keeps us
from arguing... i really do love that grl n it amazing how i care for
her... i hope the guy she with treats her right n loves her for her not
wats in beettween... ok well enough for today i just can bealive it
over with her i want her to be my high skool sweetheart the reson y i
would go back to high skool... i basikly want wat evrey mauter teen
almost adult would want n it a longe relationship i mean really longe
but hey not all my dreams will cum true n i'm ok with that... i just
hope the best for her! i hope she end up really happy in her life!...
ok now i'm done it funny how i couln't stop writting about her n how
perfect she is in my eyes even though things end bad...