pain!!
i
hurt with in not knw wat to think or who to go to. not knwing if my grl
loves me n if i did sumthing wronge we haven't talkd in a while... i'm
try to become friends with this guy who got fresh with her just so i
can go see her.. she hasn't let me tuched her sexually n i dn't knw y
her fone was changed n she wount call me from it... i dn't knw wat up i
think she is playing me... or maybe i did sumthing. bro i just want to
knw y is it getting harder... i'm try so hard not to cry but i cant
help it... it just hurt to be think that the one person u really lyk
might be playing u... she say she wouldn't but bro y is it so hard for
me to bealive that... maybe cuz every1 trys her every1 want her i may
have her but i dn't knw uf she wants me to have her.. bro i hate the
facat that her mom found out i hate it so much it make it so hard n i
hate that my grl doesn't try to see me or call me but this other grl
does everything to see me n she has a man but she still is cuming to
see me. I JUST DN'T KNW ANY MORE... i hate everything right now but
most of all i hate how much i care about her knw that she might not
care at all... ouch!!! Help!!! even though all my life has been full of
pain it always hurt when theres new pain add on to it. u never get used
to being hurt or constently hurtting... u never get tired of cry till u
cant cry no more... u also dn't get tired off hiding wat u want to
showe... "i'm not scared of happy endings, i'm just scared its not for
me" sum times i feel lyk cry or just laying down n cry... that when i
really wish i had u.
there are so much more i can wirte but i just dn't want to