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I'm the biggest mess. I feel like a failure on multiple levels. All the levels. All of them. I used to have motivation and drive. I have nothing. I feel nothing.
My grades are terrible and a wonderful representation of my life. I am failing a class that I am trying really hard not to fail, and I just have no idea what I am doing wrong. And I miss more days in my other classes than I actually attend. I want nothing more than to just have my motivation back so that I can actually do things and not just have anxiety about doing things.
I will most likely need to take time off of school, go back to my therapist, and figure out what the hell to do with myself.
My grades are terrible and a wonderful representation of my life. I am failing a class that I am trying really hard not to fail, and I just have no idea what I am doing wrong. And I miss more days in my other classes than I actually attend. I want nothing more than to just have my motivation back so that I can actually do things and not just have anxiety about doing things.
I will most likely need to take time off of school, go back to my therapist, and figure out what the hell to do with myself.