Yesterday
sumofthedharma
told me that this -ive-ournal has become a monster. Maybe
so. How can I feel starved for human contact when I'm back in a
dorm surrounded by people again? Maybe it's just a bad habit--an
unlearning of the ability to internalize the inner monologue.
Instead it just gets spat thoughtlessly out into your faces. I
apologize, sincerely, but then I do it anyway. Hmmm.
I'm too lazy to do the reading for the poli sci course, so I think I'm
letting that drop. Which means I am back in theory land for
another term. I will rule the skies! I'm the Red Baron!
Well, not really. It's looking like I'll be taking the course I
really ought to have been shopping all along, Computational
Cognitive Science, which nicely wraps up an entire body of
thought I find myself moving at into a nice semester-long
package. The methodology is a little nonstandard--more about
constructing and training models than positing and testing
hypotheses. I hoped to take a Philosophy of Science class so I
could better judge the legitimacy of this sort of thing but, eh...the
course sucked.
So this means I will spend another semester without historical
context. However, I do get a sort of reductionist trump card,
both because (a) cog sci/psych experiments and theories can be more
rigorously verified/falsified than social science ones, so whipping out
a theory in an argument carries much more authority, methinks, and (b)
reductionism serves as a trump card, sort of--social scientific
theories often posit a model of human behavior and cognition that suits
the overall schema, but rarely do they start small and work with
empirically sound stuff on up. That's my Holy Grail, maybe.
Babble babble babble. All this is probably just a countersnipe at Piotr.
P.S. Why does Statistics homework have to be so trivial?
One of the problems for this week was literally "Take the sample mean
of this data." What the fiddly fuck? I miss Abstract
Algebra, with it's hours of ridiculous formal proofs. I guess
this will make it easier to take five classes this term, though--which
looks likely, since I can't figure out what to drop. Too much to
learn.