try harder, try again.

Jun 07, 2006 23:29

Getting up at 8:30 every day sucks, it totaly eats up my days, I just got home and I have to rush everything I need to do in order to get to sleep in time. I think i'm going to take a couple days next week off, and look for a real legit job. Even though they pay me under the table, quite a bit, i'd still rather be a server.

I am tired, and confused, and wondering if what i did was the right thing to do this evening. Will it even help? I can't hug you, or touch you, or look at you sometimes without thinking about the room floored with a matress and boy you share it with. Will being away from you make things better or worse? I have a million things I need to express, but your passivity on the matter supresses all the love that I want to show you.

On another note, I get to meet davey havoc mother fuckers.
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