Kill us all
This week has been a complete excess in prize, and a complete lack of responsibility. Some sort of feedback is making my feel depressed. But oh well, i forgive myself, and I do it quickly. Next week will definitely be filled with mile time challenges and scholarly indulgences [speaking of which I should try to get some wine for all this new amazing cheese].
Beyond it all - the present cloud - I'm excited. I'm starting swimming again, I really want to aim for the NLS, and I can't wait to get out onto my Long board. The scariest thing right now is the lack of a job, and the desperate need for cash.
Beyond all of that - the individual existentialism - this crisis is scaring the shit out of me. I admit, if someone put a red button in front of me, claiming that it would wipe out 95% of the earth's current human population, i might not hesitate. I desperately hope for some sort of plague to do the job, to finish the lot of us off. The question is who will win the battle? If we are not stopped by some miraculous disease, there is no hope left; There are all those who strongly believe something can be done, and they are mostly those who are ignorant of the social machine, the objective of the current social control institution, and how slowly it all works to change collective consciousness... our lust for resources is going nowhere... you can dream all you'd like, but nothing can be done. On top of that, our current capitalist system in place serves to feed off of whatever good consciousness we have --> the mundane man who strives to feel good about good action is abused by the billboard in front of him. There needs to be some sort of regulation for LIES on a fucking piece of advertisement. Even if there's no direct lie, the lie lays in its semiotics. A semiotic regulation body with authority over that of nationhood. Something the entire world strives to have faith in, so that it's declarations of immorality are herd, felt, and expressed. But fuck it, who would ever abide by it. Yes... the only answer is extinction.
I'm scared.
If there's any consciousness out there besides our own, that can, somehow, destroy us before you destroy our lovely earth...please, for god fucking sakes! please kill me! please kill most of us, and if that's not possible, to leave just a few... then fuck it! Kill us all!
Beyond it all - the present cloud - I'm excited. I'm starting swimming again, I really want to aim for the NLS, and I can't wait to get out onto my Long board. The scariest thing right now is the lack of a job, and the desperate need for cash.
Beyond all of that - the individual existentialism - this crisis is scaring the shit out of me. I admit, if someone put a red button in front of me, claiming that it would wipe out 95% of the earth's current human population, i might not hesitate. I desperately hope for some sort of plague to do the job, to finish the lot of us off. The question is who will win the battle? If we are not stopped by some miraculous disease, there is no hope left; There are all those who strongly believe something can be done, and they are mostly those who are ignorant of the social machine, the objective of the current social control institution, and how slowly it all works to change collective consciousness... our lust for resources is going nowhere... you can dream all you'd like, but nothing can be done. On top of that, our current capitalist system in place serves to feed off of whatever good consciousness we have --> the mundane man who strives to feel good about good action is abused by the billboard in front of him. There needs to be some sort of regulation for LIES on a fucking piece of advertisement. Even if there's no direct lie, the lie lays in its semiotics. A semiotic regulation body with authority over that of nationhood. Something the entire world strives to have faith in, so that it's declarations of immorality are herd, felt, and expressed. But fuck it, who would ever abide by it. Yes... the only answer is extinction.
I'm scared.
If there's any consciousness out there besides our own, that can, somehow, destroy us before you destroy our lovely earth...please, for god fucking sakes! please kill me! please kill most of us, and if that's not possible, to leave just a few... then fuck it! Kill us all!