podcast a BUST?
A HELL of a lot has happened recently. And ESPECIALLY since the last time I posted. But, wow... it's gonna take me a long while to updat my journal. Until then, I have some more RECENT stuff on my mind...
CONGRATS TO MOORPARK FOR WINNING STATE!!! I'm SOOOOoooo happy that the team was able to win it all in the state tourny. ESPECIALLY since the last time we were in that hotel, we KILLED EVERYONE and took NATS! That's how MOORPARK rolls!
I miss my fiance'. She had surgery 2 weeks ago and I've seen her very sporatically since. But, then again, I'm very spoiled... since I used to see her only once every two months...
The biggest thing weighing on my mind right now is my podcast. I've spent a lot of time, energy, and money producing my podcast the past 4 months, and I feel like nobody is really entertained. I can count the number of faithful listeners on my fingers. I don't know if that's enough of an inspiration to keep going on with it month after month. None of my BEST FRIENDS really pay attention to it, so... I'm thinking I might wrap it up very soon... put an end to the weight that it has become on my mind and my lifestyle with no positive re-inforcement...
I mean... Maybe it's just that I get practically NO feedback. According to iTunes, there are about 60 people who listen to it every month... but I only get feedback from about 3. Even people who perform in it don't listen to it. So... after 4 months of working hard on it... I think maybe I'll spend my energy elsewhere.
There's so much to say, but I can't say it all today. It's bed time.
I'll update soon. That's a promise I have made to mySELF!
CONGRATS TO MOORPARK FOR WINNING STATE!!! I'm SOOOOoooo happy that the team was able to win it all in the state tourny. ESPECIALLY since the last time we were in that hotel, we KILLED EVERYONE and took NATS! That's how MOORPARK rolls!
I miss my fiance'. She had surgery 2 weeks ago and I've seen her very sporatically since. But, then again, I'm very spoiled... since I used to see her only once every two months...
The biggest thing weighing on my mind right now is my podcast. I've spent a lot of time, energy, and money producing my podcast the past 4 months, and I feel like nobody is really entertained. I can count the number of faithful listeners on my fingers. I don't know if that's enough of an inspiration to keep going on with it month after month. None of my BEST FRIENDS really pay attention to it, so... I'm thinking I might wrap it up very soon... put an end to the weight that it has become on my mind and my lifestyle with no positive re-inforcement...
I mean... Maybe it's just that I get practically NO feedback. According to iTunes, there are about 60 people who listen to it every month... but I only get feedback from about 3. Even people who perform in it don't listen to it. So... after 4 months of working hard on it... I think maybe I'll spend my energy elsewhere.
There's so much to say, but I can't say it all today. It's bed time.
I'll update soon. That's a promise I have made to mySELF!