fuckin' hell ...it's over

[paulalown]

OH MY GOD!!! today was my last day...mass and breakfast. the chapter is ended. i don't have time to update as i have marking to do, but i needed to put my thoughts somewhere. i got some lovely cards from some staff and pupils, who were v upset about me going (pupils, not staff). mummies were crying too at the thought of me going... wow. i feel very mixed. there are things that i am glad to say good bye to, others i'm sad... i know it is the right decision. there are very few people who i really care about leaving...some pupils some staff. i surprised myself by giving jimbo a hug!!! the strange thing is i know i'll just trundle along in my wee life with zack & Malcolm, and i won't reflect much on it after today. Even on the way home i was i got a phone call from the parish office and my life went on planning services (takes up a lot of time!!!, thinking about the choir, and my marking. you know the biggest thing is that today, is zacks' last full day at nursery.

i did a good thing... i hugged goodbye to sinead and wished her well.

on the whole...i'm happy...i can now look forward to spending more time with my son

you know, i accidently said "shit" to the parish secretary...oops!