Mar 14, 2005 15:25
uhhhggggg... im so sick of these guys telling me they're in love w/ me! and its not like they're just trying to get some b/c they know that i dont like them, and im not in love w/ them... but seriously!im soooo sick of it. im so sick of love. why cant things just be normal? roger is in love w/ me... and we went on TWO dates... then he creeped me out. so it was like a month before we went out again. and he's like im still in love w. you. DUDE! get a fucking clue. brian is still in love w/ me and swears that we're gonna get married, b/c "we're meant to be together". and jesse is all like ... "i realized that i really do love you" well... too fucking bad. you had your chance as did brian and roger.
sometimes i just want to leave and never come back. leave everything behind. all the baggage and bad old memories. build new one. i hate high school. i cant wait to leave. 3 more months and im out. 3 months and ill be in boot camp. then ill see who really cares. those are the ones who will write to me and keep in contact w/ me. i just want to start a new life. have a fresh clean slate.
ok. im done. i just wanted to vent.