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UPDATE...
Nick and I are trying to be more friends than anything. i just felt like "We" rushed into it, so i wanna be real good friends and have a special relationship before we take it to the next level.
I haven't been on-line for a while b/c i've been studying for the ASVAB... i studied and i had a tutor for a week, and it payed off. I went to take the test today. It started at 10am. We BARELY got there, because of the stupid traffic left over thing, and the Del Mar race tracks that started. it was fun tho b/c Srgt.Pfister is so fucken cool, we just drove the by the beach and shit. I got to testing like at 9:50... so close! haha, but yeah, when i was done i was SO NERVOUS!... i was just hoping that i passed it, which i did, so im stoked.
it was such an overwhelming day, we went back to the office, got there like at 12:30 and we were done signing papers at 4. i cant describe how it feels, im so ecxtatic... and enruputred... and yeah. but just sitting there, and basically taking control of my life. its an amazing feeling.
On a sad note, Pfister told me that Lance Corporal Barber (friend Josh)called her, and she asked him..." did you go out with my girl on the weekend?" and she told me that he was really apologetic... he's going through some rough times. on the sat we were supposed to go out, he had to be at IST, and (im glad i didnt go) he had an athsma attack. he's never had athsma, but he developed it and now he might get a medical discharge. that sucks so bad. he was crying on the phone, i would be too. they're trying diff. things to make it better or make it go away, but so far nothing had worked. i wanna call him but i dont know. i feel so bad.