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Sep 01, 2005 22:25

15 Years Ago:
1. I was about 2 yrs old
2. Loved the Care Bears and My Little Pony (still do)
3. I was cute then
4. Lived out in Woodland Shores
5. Just had a baby brother named Anthony

10 Years Ago:
1. Moved into Dixon, I already missed living out in the country
2. Was making alot more friends cause of the move, I had to go to a different school
3. Kerrie and Kelsie were my bestest friends ever!
4. Parents were always fighting and never home, I always had to take care of my brother
5. I was really shy, I was about 8 yrs old, depression started

5 Years Ago:
1. I was 13 yrs old
2. Me and Haleybecame friends and turned out to be the most popular people in 8th grade (suprised huh?)
3. My parents got a divorce on ym birthday, and I didnt see them on my birthday (they even gave me my gifts the day after,cause they were too busy being pissed)
4. They split me and my brother up, we never saw each other
5. Started smoking ciggs and pot, drinking excesivly

2 Years Ago:
1. I was 15 yrs old
2. Started going out with the love of my life Curtie!
3. I was always moving since the divorce, I've moved about 60 times in the last couple years
4.I was basically high for the next 3yrs after getting high for the first time, started cutting down on my drinking
5. Started to cut my arms and wrist from depression

1 Year Ago:
1. I was 16 yrs old, became a heroin addict
2. stopped cutting myself, and stopped drinking, Still getting high though, started selling nuggs with curt
3. Me and Curt had our own place
4. Got our first pets together, 2 cats, Alley and Gizmo, but I call Gizmo Gizzy Giz, she's my little baby girl..lol!
5. Curt asked me to marry him, I said yes of course, even though it wont be for awhile, god I love him so much!

6 Months Ago:
1. Just turned 17 yrs old
2. Me and curt got a new apartment
3. Still a fucking addict
4. Just about my whole family hated me
5. Lost all of my friends due to drugs, im so lonley
Yesterday:
1. Chris got sent to rehab, I had a job interview, didn't get hired due to the economy set right now
2. Went to Missy's to get my mattress from when I lived there
3. Went and got yummy yummy drugs for my sweet lil' tummy...lol!
4. Its was curts 19th birthday...Happy Birthday baby!
5. Had to haul a bunch of wood out to the landfill for curts parents

Today:
1. Keep wanting to call Samto tel her I'm sorry, but she wont listen, Im gonna write her a letter of apoligize
2. Went and got some more drugs
3. Feeling really depressed about the whole friend situation, I wish I just had 1 friend right now, But there all to busy or there in rehab
4. Went and got more applications
5. Went and visited my mom, I missed her

Tomorrow:
1. Me and Aaron are gonna go get more applications, and I gotta drop some more off
2. Go to the store to buy cat litter and kittie food
3. sit around, thinking I want to set a romantic evening for me and curt, watch the stars or something
4. Clean the house for curts mom
5. Pray for friendship...
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