chronic fatigue/chronic universe hating me
I spent this past week thinking I had chronic fatigue. unable to walk up stairs. unable to stand up straight for extended periods. unable to walk more than 5 dogs in a day. sleeping 11 hours per night and never feeling rested.
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yesterday I was told that my grandmother is probably going to die in the next few weeks.
then I was told that one of my clientdogs is going to be put to sleep this week.
today I was told that Jordan's ferret is not long for this world either.
tomorrow I'm going to her house to say goodbye to him and try really hard not to hurt myself or Jordan by continuing to exist.
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so this is it. I give up. universe, you wanna keep shitting on me? fine. do it. I'm not leaving my house ever again.
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yesterday I was told that my grandmother is probably going to die in the next few weeks.
then I was told that one of my clientdogs is going to be put to sleep this week.
today I was told that Jordan's ferret is not long for this world either.
tomorrow I'm going to her house to say goodbye to him and try really hard not to hurt myself or Jordan by continuing to exist.
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so this is it. I give up. universe, you wanna keep shitting on me? fine. do it. I'm not leaving my house ever again.