Gah.
Sometimes it sucks knowing that people I know read this.
I want to express some things. I don't want to say them too people, because mostly they're just things that are driving me nuts because I'm me, but aren't really a problem and not something terribly important (or else I'd be expressing them directly to the people doing it or causing the problem). Meanwhile, if I express them here, knowing that they may be read by people involved, or relayed to people involved by readers, expressing them becomes a totally passive-aggressive act; not something I want to do either.
Meanwhile a locked post about it with nobody able to view it just doesn't accomplis the feeling of "venting" I need.
I'm having more and more trouble fighting off the urge to just hide out. Little things are getting on my nerves more. I'm feeling lonelier even when I'm around people. I keep telling myself "you have to try, and eventually it'll get better" but.. I don't know.