Emotional Forecast
In my dream last night I spent the entire time trying to meet up with Vikki in a mall. It seemed that no matter what I did it wasn't going to happen. After that whole ordeal I woke up with my stomach in knots from the dream alone. I then had to go pick up my dad at the mitsubishi dealership. On the drive to get him the one cd I'm listening to ends and then The Shins happens to come on next and I'm instantly flooded with emotion. I don't know what my problem is but I start crying... it must be the rain. To top it off on the way back near the turn to my neighborhood there's a pretty bad car accident in front of us. Apparently one car jumped the median and t-boned the other car right on the drivers side door. We didn't see it happen, but we were there the second after they hit. The cars both kept driving one goes off on one side of the street and the other one goes up on the median of the other side. The hood of the car of the one that jumped in intersection is crunched upwards pretty bad and theres a white smoke coming from the hood. I look in to see the driver lolling his head back and forthish with his eyes closed. We immediately pull over to help attempt to help them out. I can't even walk over to the other car that got hit on the driver's side without being overwhelmed with wanting to break down into tears. My dad went over and turned the car off and told the guy to relax until the ambulance comes. The guys only question was is his car messed up. Funny thing to worry about when your fucking ribcage is broken and you aren't able to breath very well. Meanwhile the other guy was being helped by someone else. He got out the car and was laying down on the sidewalk. The cops come and so does the ambulance so we left after having to convince my dad that we did all we could and we should go. I couldn't be there any longer. Every time I think back on it so far I cant help but to cry. All in all not a very pleasant first hour of my day. Well here is to trying to keep myself together for the rest of the day...