I am such a D-O-R-K!
I don't get what is wrong with me. I always and forever screw everything up! It's like if I don't meet up to this speical standard that the people up there has for me they curse my life with all sorts of badness! I mean seriously do you think I mean to mess everything up? Everywhere I turn I screw one thing up sooner or later. I mess it up! People say it's cuz i'm lazy but that is not true. Also when I try to be extra careful, it all gets to my head and BOOM BANG POOF my life goes from great to diaster! Which is why probably half of my friends can not trust me at all with anything. They have a great way of making me feel bad. Even my family. Ok maybe I should stop this ranting it's not good for me.