bleh
Ok so today has sucked. It's just been a bleh day all day long. I'm not happy and I don't know why and that's bugging me. Usually I can pick out what is upsetting me. Oh well.
April and I are going out tomorrow to do something. THANK GOD! I am usually not a needy friend...but I need a friend right now. I'm just...I don't even know. I hate to say it, but I think my depression is coming back. Oh well, I'll get over it.
I got an email from the NAU flute lady so I will be going up there on the 28th for my audition. I'm nervous. I know I will do fine but...I'm just not feeling very confident right now. But in other news, I will also be getting my new flute which I am extremely excited about.
I don't know if you saw it or not, Jeffrey, but we were in the paper a few days ago. It's a little late considering we took that picture almost a month ago. And there is that freak who got up in the middle of grad to go pee. Some people have a lot of nerve. Oh well, here is the pic and the article.
I think one of the things that has been depressing me is the fact that Elyse has dropped me like I was nothing. Its not hard to write an email or pick up a phone. Or to at least answer my emails. Oh well, I'm learning a lot about friendship this summer. And to those of you who are still putting up with me, thank you and I love you all. (special thanks to April, Teresa, Elissa, and Jeffrey). Ok well I'm going to go put myself to sleep. I hope for April's sake that I feel better tomorrow.
P.S. I missed you today, Panther.