Seeing 10 years of you life flash before your eyes...
is too much for one night.
BUt man did it feel good. But then again it also has made me cry like crazy. It's been a great evening. I went to my university to see the Ensamble concert which was celebrating it's 10th anniversary. So it was a recopilation of the 10 previous ensambles.
I used to dance in that show so I knew pretty much all the numbers, it was amazing. Such great times.
I cried a lot, danced and sang along.
Then OMG Oscar, my biggest crush and best friend in college who I hadn't seen in like 2 years comes onstage to sing!!! I nearly died! he looks sooo good. I wantd to kill him for not telling me that he was in town.
Then at the end it is a tradition to say goodbye to those who are graduating. Almost all of the people I knew that were in the show are graduating this semester and it hit me that this is my last concert, that I won't be here to see anymore. And that even if I do see any others it just won't be the same.
I cried more.
Then, after all this, you can go onstage to say hi to everyone. I went to Kikka, one of my best friends we've been friends since HS and I hugged her and todl her how proud I am of her, and it is sooo damn true. It felt amazing seeing her onstage tonight singing her heart out and hearing everyone clap and cheer for her.
I did a round and just congratulated everyone. A lot of people I didn't even remember saw me and hugged me and it was just amazing. People I've known for ages.
Then on the other side of the stage I saw Oscar. I started walking towards him and he saw me and he was like "Martinez!!!!" and I just ran and hugged him as tight as I could. Man I miss him sooo much. I slapped him for not telling me he was here. He said I look great and hugged me again. He said he misses me a lot and he wishes I was with him sometimes. I love this guy sooo much.It was always me, him and Quiroga hanging out at school, it was a good time.
They invited me over to the after party but I just wanted to come home and cry. It's crazy I know but I've been crying ever since I got in my car. I can't believe it's finally happening and it is happy and sad at the same time you know?
I want to graduate but at the same time that means so many things altogehter. It means I am a grown up person that I need ot start my own life, and the scariest part of it all is that I am doing it. That I already have plans and that I am moving out, that I won't be with mom anymore, that I am leaving a lot of things behind. And yes it is exciting but it is scary at the same time.
I am closing the biggest chapter in my life and it feels just strange.
From today till dec. 17th expect nothing but sappy posts from me, i know this is going to be a long month
BUt man did it feel good. But then again it also has made me cry like crazy. It's been a great evening. I went to my university to see the Ensamble concert which was celebrating it's 10th anniversary. So it was a recopilation of the 10 previous ensambles.
I used to dance in that show so I knew pretty much all the numbers, it was amazing. Such great times.
I cried a lot, danced and sang along.
Then OMG Oscar, my biggest crush and best friend in college who I hadn't seen in like 2 years comes onstage to sing!!! I nearly died! he looks sooo good. I wantd to kill him for not telling me that he was in town.
Then at the end it is a tradition to say goodbye to those who are graduating. Almost all of the people I knew that were in the show are graduating this semester and it hit me that this is my last concert, that I won't be here to see anymore. And that even if I do see any others it just won't be the same.
I cried more.
Then, after all this, you can go onstage to say hi to everyone. I went to Kikka, one of my best friends we've been friends since HS and I hugged her and todl her how proud I am of her, and it is sooo damn true. It felt amazing seeing her onstage tonight singing her heart out and hearing everyone clap and cheer for her.
I did a round and just congratulated everyone. A lot of people I didn't even remember saw me and hugged me and it was just amazing. People I've known for ages.
Then on the other side of the stage I saw Oscar. I started walking towards him and he saw me and he was like "Martinez!!!!" and I just ran and hugged him as tight as I could. Man I miss him sooo much. I slapped him for not telling me he was here. He said I look great and hugged me again. He said he misses me a lot and he wishes I was with him sometimes. I love this guy sooo much.It was always me, him and Quiroga hanging out at school, it was a good time.
They invited me over to the after party but I just wanted to come home and cry. It's crazy I know but I've been crying ever since I got in my car. I can't believe it's finally happening and it is happy and sad at the same time you know?
I want to graduate but at the same time that means so many things altogehter. It means I am a grown up person that I need ot start my own life, and the scariest part of it all is that I am doing it. That I already have plans and that I am moving out, that I won't be with mom anymore, that I am leaving a lot of things behind. And yes it is exciting but it is scary at the same time.
I am closing the biggest chapter in my life and it feels just strange.
From today till dec. 17th expect nothing but sappy posts from me, i know this is going to be a long month