What a life...
I guess I am back open. I do need some sort of Journal to remind myself in a few years how high School is really the worst and best years of our lives. I've been having so much fun as a senior and shit its only November. I have parties at my once once or twice a week where a bunch of my amazing friends come over and we forget every thing that has gone wrong. I don't know if I should name them but they know. Noelle as usually is my best friend and we've been living life every step together. She is really a senior, she just doesn't know. I've spent more time with her this year then any other time, she is just fuckin amazing.
A lot of drama has happened though. Nothing that really has been with me but its been around and its the same people starting it ... some shit never change. I just don't let it bother me, just don't talk to them, pretend they don't existence and even if you had good times with them completely erase it.
Having a car has made me into a real bad ass. Never in school, never stayy for the whole day, its to the point that i'm dropping all the classes I don't need just so I can leave every day without thinking about failing. A Saturn Vue, thats my baby .. its so god damn sexy. Black on tan leather seats ... there is a lot of room in it too.
I met this kid name Serj in RCC night school, that I do attend for failing weight training and MILES did help me fail that class, just needed every one to know. He goes to Ramapo and he is just amazing. I wasn't sure if I would ever meet anyone that understood me like Matt, that I felt comfortable with. Yeah Matt will always be my first love but Serj is just amazing. They have similarities, but Serj just has his shit together, his better then I am. I love him, like I really love him and I am really fuckin happy, which in my opinion is all that matters.
Holy shit work is a bitch! I deal with some really stuck up people that know their god damn coffee. Its funny what people decided to pay attention to. No not the war, poverty, AIDs lets give the young girl a problem about my latte cause I don't think she put enough foam.
I'm in school .. 1. I came in 4th period 2. I haven't been to one class 3. I don't plan on going to any class but 7th just cause I don't do any work anyway.
I did start my college essay while I was here though so thats an improvement. Yesterday I didn't go to school I was with Serj sleeping and I cooked for him .. I wrote my horror story for creative writing. So its really not THAT bad!
Crap doo doo .. the school play is soon and I know none of my lines expect the first 2. IF has been pretty upset with us but we laugh about it all the time. Today were suppose to know all of Act 2 and I know nothing .. expect my stage directions and I get to hold a gun!
Well thats all for now, I might keep this open ... I miss it!
A lot of drama has happened though. Nothing that really has been with me but its been around and its the same people starting it ... some shit never change. I just don't let it bother me, just don't talk to them, pretend they don't existence and even if you had good times with them completely erase it.
Having a car has made me into a real bad ass. Never in school, never stayy for the whole day, its to the point that i'm dropping all the classes I don't need just so I can leave every day without thinking about failing. A Saturn Vue, thats my baby .. its so god damn sexy. Black on tan leather seats ... there is a lot of room in it too.
I met this kid name Serj in RCC night school, that I do attend for failing weight training and MILES did help me fail that class, just needed every one to know. He goes to Ramapo and he is just amazing. I wasn't sure if I would ever meet anyone that understood me like Matt, that I felt comfortable with. Yeah Matt will always be my first love but Serj is just amazing. They have similarities, but Serj just has his shit together, his better then I am. I love him, like I really love him and I am really fuckin happy, which in my opinion is all that matters.
Holy shit work is a bitch! I deal with some really stuck up people that know their god damn coffee. Its funny what people decided to pay attention to. No not the war, poverty, AIDs lets give the young girl a problem about my latte cause I don't think she put enough foam.
I'm in school .. 1. I came in 4th period 2. I haven't been to one class 3. I don't plan on going to any class but 7th just cause I don't do any work anyway.
I did start my college essay while I was here though so thats an improvement. Yesterday I didn't go to school I was with Serj sleeping and I cooked for him .. I wrote my horror story for creative writing. So its really not THAT bad!
Crap doo doo .. the school play is soon and I know none of my lines expect the first 2. IF has been pretty upset with us but we laugh about it all the time. Today were suppose to know all of Act 2 and I know nothing .. expect my stage directions and I get to hold a gun!
Well thats all for now, I might keep this open ... I miss it!