shit happens.
You know what sucks? Love. Love in every sense of the word. L- looking back at the shit you want to get back but can't. O- overdoing everything that you regret later on. V - violating every single thing you stood for. E - ending everything you thought would last forever.
Sometimes like now things aren't making much sense and although the burden has lifted I can't help but think that I lost something that would have been special. Having the truth hit me in the face didn't really hurt as much as I thought since it has happened before but I just can't help to think that I was used and played with.
And I guess I still need to remind myself that some things are never coming back no matter what I do. Its hard to accept that I can't do anything about it. I guess some stuff are really beyond my control.
Well.. thats the bitch we call life. You win some you lose some.