Oct 21, 2009 15:27
I just want to go back to being pleasant. I just want to go back to blissfully happy. I just want to go back to living my life. That's what I'm good at, living. What I'm not good at, is this wedding stuff. I can plan things, don't get me wrong. I put my heart and soul into planning, but usually they come to fruition within a couple months, and of course without spending thousands of dollars. This wedding stuff is just getting in the way of my living. If I'm not researching about it, I'm thinking about it. If I'm not thinking about it, someone is asking me about it. I don't sleep because of it, and I don't poop because of it (too much info? Sorry.).
I'll get through this, I know. And in the end it will all be worth it. But right now... I'd rather just be enjoying THIS fall, instead of worrying about next fall.
Oh... and Hi, by the way. Long time no see! ;o)