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He wrote me an email, all good stuff. Really good stuff actually, but I haven't taken the time to respond yet. I guess I'm letting things settle and trying to avoid resonding on a whim. So in the mean time, I'd like to avoid running into him.
Therefore, I'll be skipping the gym tonight. Immediately my brain kicks on guilt mode. I feel horrible for avoiding the gym, especially just to avoid him for a 5 minute pass by. But I have plenty of things to do tonight, things I have to catch up on. I have to stop by Sarah's and drop off the money for Kenny. Oh yeah, I'M GOING TO KENNY CHESNEY!! I'm beyond amped! I have to bake brownies for the Reflection tomorrow night with my fellow candidates. I have to buy a few staples around the house, and I have to finish the basket I offered to make for the testimonial.
It's okay to skip on the gym. I do a little routine when skipping too.. I stare at my stomach, pinch my fat, shake my arms, flex my back.. all trying to convince myself it's okay to skip on a night. Haha I'm neurotic.
Therefore, I'll be skipping the gym tonight. Immediately my brain kicks on guilt mode. I feel horrible for avoiding the gym, especially just to avoid him for a 5 minute pass by. But I have plenty of things to do tonight, things I have to catch up on. I have to stop by Sarah's and drop off the money for Kenny. Oh yeah, I'M GOING TO KENNY CHESNEY!! I'm beyond amped! I have to bake brownies for the Reflection tomorrow night with my fellow candidates. I have to buy a few staples around the house, and I have to finish the basket I offered to make for the testimonial.
It's okay to skip on the gym. I do a little routine when skipping too.. I stare at my stomach, pinch my fat, shake my arms, flex my back.. all trying to convince myself it's okay to skip on a night. Haha I'm neurotic.