down to the core
why must my dad cause me so much emotional pain... why does he have to try to go and dictate exactly what he believes is best for me, and why must the things that i love and that make me smile and put my soul at ease be wrong for me in his eyes... can he not see how happy i am. i just feel like everyone is against me and i feel lonely in my own house. are they all accusing me of being so wrong for loving, why? why cause me so much pain when if they could just leave it alone i'd feel so much less stress and could be truly happy without worrying what other ppl think and whether my father decides he wants to intervene and single handedly break me apart.... please god make it stop....