What's It All About....Alfie?
Light at the End of the Tunnel
Betsy and Destiny
I've come to realize certain things these past weeks.
hills and valleys...responsibilities outweighing hopes and desires....
being Julia? try being me as a mom. what did i expect? certainly not this.
i see young teachers where i work talking of the "happily ever afters"
as they prepare for marriage and pregnancy...
rites of passage i once thought would securely...save me as *It's A Wonderful Life*.
when did i wake up in the movie theater alone?
all the spiritual questions...like what's the point..bombard me lately?
i know this life has to lead to something more meaningful?
or is it happening as i write and i am too busy searching for some deeper meaning?
wish the god's would send me an email and help me out here.
...i imagine a day i go home and open the mailbox with all the answers delivered.
redemption with a stamp.
i think too much.
making goals for the summer:
website and learn photoshop
enjoy this summer with the boys
make jewelry for shows in Oct., Nov. Dec.
find time to do a whole lot of nothin.
be more of me than ever before...gracefully.
walking towards the light.....