Two-faced
So my American Studies teacher told me that "This is taking too long, you need to catch up," With 'the look'-- Wide, sharp eyes. And I felt angry. She was the one who suggested I go for the 504 plan. She suggested my to go to my counselor. She said that she wasn't mad and it was okay. I thought she UNDERSTOOD me. Better than all my other teachers. I liked her, and I didn't feel pressured, I felt assured.
But that was past tense. It might just be because she's stressed and overwhelmed, and that she has alot of kids to worry about. However, that didn't stop me from being upset. She's been doing that since I arrived from the hospital.
I had a biography due today. And I didn't turn one in because I was absent... I only managed to turn in the topic essay I had to do for the term paper,. I wasn't allowed to work on homework at the hospital. I was having a hard time. And you expect me to finish that when you know that I'm having problems. I have ALOT to make up, please understand that.
Situation: Today in my A.S. class, my teacher told me to catch up, because I'm taking too long. I am feeling angry
Advantages to the anger: 20%
-I am able to express my feelings
-Will kick the notch to avoid conflict with the teacher.
-Pinch me, I'm human.
Disadvantages to the anger: 80%
-Will have impression to the teacher
-Generalizing the teacher without much for evidence
-Fear of the teacher, even hatred
-Will slow me down.
I'm going to visit my counselor tomorrow to discuss the issue. I told my dad about it, and he said that she wasn't allowed to do that.
I just hope these angry feelings will soon be forgotten once I'm all catched up. And I hope next time she will treat me with respect and understanding.
In the meantime, I stole this quiz from Kurot: www.4degreez.com/misc/seven_deadly_sins.html
And here's what I got:
Well, I am power-hungry, according to Hime unfortunately, and I do have lots of pride. Lots of it. But where's my self confidence???