Feb 06, 2005 03:42
Its really tough to create space between urself and the people I wanna spend the most time with, but I need to make that space for my benefit and the benefit of whatever friendship we do have. I already basically lost my best friend and the person I love and care about more than anyone else and I honestly don't know how that happened. But I can't let it happen again so I guess just making some space and basically just letting things go is the only way to make some stuff a lil ok i guess.
Well the party is tomorrow and its lookin bad already...if u want details feel free to ask. If u wanna come give me a call, u probably know the number and if not its in the profile.
Oh and this is the last entry that is ever gonna be in here i think...this journal has caused more problems then i ever though it would, and have the time the people who comment just make me feel shitty about who I am so I'm not keeping it up anymore.