The Answers
I fell in love with the rain.
I walked in it until raindrops meant pain.
I held on to every drop 'til it made me scream.
I held on until my life became my dreams.
I wished for the magic to be all but undone.
I wished for my heart to forget all but one.
Every questioned answered I never could ask.
Every death enhanced by despising the past.
The dried leaves breathed a final attempt;
The summer of autumn, winter fall's contempt.
Such an eerie silence; t'would be heard by no ears,
But to see such a voice being spoken spawns fears.
I write on my hand all the world's misgivings.
I save them with scars and blame the living.
I had the answer to the last question I heard.
It apparates between the wings of each bird.
Left to be unspoken,
Apology everlasting.
Left to be choking,
Now I'm dead and I'm happy
Or that's what I say to keep myself laughing.
I walked in it until raindrops meant pain.
I held on to every drop 'til it made me scream.
I held on until my life became my dreams.
I wished for the magic to be all but undone.
I wished for my heart to forget all but one.
Every questioned answered I never could ask.
Every death enhanced by despising the past.
The dried leaves breathed a final attempt;
The summer of autumn, winter fall's contempt.
Such an eerie silence; t'would be heard by no ears,
But to see such a voice being spoken spawns fears.
I write on my hand all the world's misgivings.
I save them with scars and blame the living.
I had the answer to the last question I heard.
It apparates between the wings of each bird.
Left to be unspoken,
Apology everlasting.
Left to be choking,
Now I'm dead and I'm happy
Or that's what I say to keep myself laughing.