FUCK BEING SICK!
Not sure how it happened, but I got a bad sinus infection going on. Go me. Gotta pick up my meds here shortly.
I've been dropping so much weight it's nuts. I'm thinking if this doesn't stop, I'm checking myself into a hospital. I'm completely unhealthy and run down. My appetite is gone. I'm not sure how much of this shit I can take. I feel weak a lot of the time. The route I'm going, I figure I'll end up starving myself to death. I've got medical insurance again so I'm stoked about that. I can atleast see a doctor without throwing down wads of cash. Maybe getting myself back into some kind of shape or healthy diet can help me. I know having to keep buying new clothes cause my old ones don't fit is really getting annoying.
I'm planning on moving at the end of the year/beginning of next year. I figure it's time for me to move on. My sister said I could stay with her so I figure I'll take her up on her offer. I've needed to relocate for a long time now.
Annette is coming back up to OKC next month for a weekend visit. I guess I'll see how that pans out before we start making any long term plans. We are back on talking terms again. I'm a bit surprised. We seemed like a complete done deal. Maybe she sees that I'm changing my tune about everything and maybe she likes it. ::shrugs:: I really don't know. I guess we will figure that out soon enough.